Ok, so I guess this is where everything starts. I've been watching youtube tutorials on everything from hair to makeup to how to bake a cake. I've always wanted to do tutorials of my own because I feel there's alot of girls like me who people can't relate to, I've also found an increasing number of american posters which makes it difficult for us to follow because they have completely different advantages and disadvantages due to where they are located. I thought being in the UK might be able to help a few viewers who may feel a bit left out!
I'll be honest, my nervousness is not from lack of contact with the outside world or because I'm shy, I can be quiet sometimes but very rarely. I'm a blabbermouth. I work in Claire's Accessories which I've stated on my profile so I'm used to talking to customers, selling products and giving advice even in ear piercing and makeup. The thing I'm scared of is actually one, my smile, I have a MASSIVE phobia of the dentist and therefore I have struggled to stay smiling because my teeth are seevvvverreeelly over crowded. It bothers me alot because I'd love to smile in my future wedding pics or when I'm genuinely happy but I usually hide it under a closed mouth smile which is less exciting to see! So I excuse the fact I may look grumpy. Secondly is because I struggle with getting the right words across. I have whats called "fibro-fog" and it's from a condition called "fibromyalgia" (google if unsure) and it fustrates me on regular occasions when I have a brain thats super fast but a signal thats super slow to my mouth. However, I'm still excited to help others ;) So please follow me on my road to crazy. Thanks guys, I'll keep posting as often as I can. The next post will be pictures from my video clip which I plan to do later on "Lush products".
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